Naiinis lng ako aahaha ayoko maiyak, naniwala kasi ako sa kanila na after graduation ko, hahayaan na nila ako mag decide para sa sarili ko, kinausap ko pa yan sila ng masinsinan, at nilabas ko lahat ng hinaing ko, ending nakinig lng sya, but they still didn't want to accept it.
i just want to die and then be told that its over and its ok and i did a good job and i dont have to hurt anymore and that ill be loved and taken care of and can sleep forever if i want
being misunderstood while you’re already struggling is a different kind of exhaustion. now you have to survive what’s happening inside you and defend yourself from everyone who thinks you’re just being difficult.
She doesn't even think kung bakit lumalayo loob ko sa kanya, I thought that she would come up with an effective solution to her parenting style so that I could become closer to her, but she didn't even bother to change it. I always approach her with caution.
u know I always thought my mother is smart like me, so she could definitely know what causes me to become this way, to become so irritated at her to the point I have to make white lies just to have my freedom, but turns out, she don't think any of those, funny
I need to have my autonomy. This is my fucking life, and I need to take the wheel. Otherwise, my parents will put me in another role where they believe the oldest daughter will have to sacrifice everything just to keep the family happy.
I feel frustrated at many things that have happened to me since I was in first year college, damn, I have a lot of grudges, yeah, and idk why I bring this up, even though I graduated college, maybe my inner child is still speaking to me to live my life..
Am I becoming rebellious? It's for u guys to find out ;) if you perceive me differently, then that's ok; I totally get that, and now I'm in my twenties era. I don't really care what u gonna think of me based on what I've shown you on social media.