@lapis_lazuli11 Me too! Maybe I should have partied more, drank more, took drugs that were offered to me, stayed out late.... I was the good girl and now I am the chronically sick woman.
@me_awareness You have gone through worse than this. I count down and tell myself I can do this, a lot of self-talk. You have been through so much- you can do this!
@tgalloway72 There is no time limit on grief. It is not a cold, you will never 'get over' it. Moving forward takes as long as it takes. Don't be so hard on yourself. Baby steps are needed when you lose someone who is central to your being. You are doing great!
@TomKindlon And you are laughed at when the specialist is told you suffered head trauma due to abuse from a spouse. I am so very tired when everything I say is being dismissed.
@alieward My last child almost killed me (truth) which is why the childbirth is worse. I though I just had bad back pain when all along I was passing kidney stones!