“I am a selfish man. I might seem like I am sacrificing my needs, but I am not. I loved him and want him to love only me, yet for decades, I have failed. So now I am accepting my defeat.”
“ and what about you hm ? You deserve to be loved and appreciated too do you not ?? ”
She softly lets go of his hands and place her hands upon his face , meeting his gaze .
“ Do not sacrifice your happiness to satisfy others needs ~ ”
“I will always live him. But I’ve come to accept the fact that he loves many. And if I keep confining him to loving only me, then I am denying him to the part of himself.”
He didn’t pull away. His hand on the queens. Both of them sharing an affection for the same being.
“ You’re love for him is stronger than you know , just because I’m queen doesn’t mean anything when it comes to love and you clearly love him ”
She smiled , her petite fingers gracefully grace over his knuckles.
“For a long time, I have convinced myself that I was over him. But the truth is, I never will be.”
He reached for her hands, placing his own over them.
“ Louis , Tell me do you still have love for him .. you can tell me ~ ” she held both of his hands in her own .
“ if so I can tell you still love him ~ ”
“ After the death of my husband the humans took him from me and all I saw was Red and I thought I would never love again until he came ”
She traced outlines of her ring with her nail , looking over at him with a small smile .
“The fog of love. How it consumes your heart and mind. I understand that. I’ve loved him for almost all my life, and I can see why you do too.”
Maybe it is for the better. The love the queen has. If it’s the only way to save humanity.
“ Well , I plan to seek out Lestat use him to help me purge the world of humanity and rule as a goddess But that is on hold for now . This world as so many surprises I want to explore - and I think I am falling in love again
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He listened intently to her story. Sympathizing with what she had endured. When Lestat’s name is uttered, a smile formed on his lips. Only his love could wake a powerful creature with his songs.
A small pain he could feel in his chest. The truth his love denied him for —
a rock star name Lestat after becoming a living, statue-like figure because my need for blood decreases after thousands of years ”
She says , her green hues moved over in his direction.
“ Amel was a powerful, ancient spirit and the true creator of all vampires . Thousands of years ago, he entered my body while i was gravely wounded .. me and husband was attacked on our wedding night . So he saved me and I was awaken by +
And he can’t fathom ny the mother of all vampires endures having conversation with him.
“I have never properly learned about our history. And I am glad you are sharing it with me. But I want to understand more. Know more. So, Amel is?”