August 4, 2020.
The Beirut port explosion shattered my city. But the truth is, Lebanon had already been breaking long before that day. The economic collapse, the bankruptcy, the fear, the uncertainty, hospitals struggling to survive, and COVID pushing an already exhausted healthcare system even further, it felt like the ground was disappearing beneath all of us.
Like many young physicians, I watched years of sacrifice suddenly lose their meaning. I was told I would need to redo years of training in a reality that no longer felt sustainable. For me, that was one of the most painful realizations of all, understanding that staying might mean watching the dream I had worked for my whole life slowly fade away.
So I made the hardest decision of my life.
I left Lebanon.
I left my home, my city, my mentors, my friends, and the life I had always known. But the hardest part was leaving my family, my mother and father, whose sacrifices built me long before any title ever would, and my siblings, who carried my absence with love, patience, and strength.
I left carrying grief, uncertainty, and one stubborn belief:
this was not the end of my story.
I came to the United States with $300 in my pocket and little more than determination. For nearly a year, I worked without pay, just trying to prove myself. I heard the doubts over and over again:
โStay in research.โ
โYou probably wonโt get into a PhD.โ
โThis path is too hard. Forget about it.โ
โIt will take too long.โ
But I kept going. Because sometimes faith has to speak louder than fear.
Eventually, I was accepted into a PhD program at the #1 hospital in the world. Around that same time, one of the most beautiful chapters of my life began, I married the love of my life, just as things finally started becoming stable and my work became funded.
They told me the PhD would take seven years. I finished it in three.
Along the way, I secured more than four grants from a single project, led two major projects, and kept building when everything around me seemed to say slow down.
At Mayo Clinic, I found a higher standard of excellence, discipline, rigor, humility, and a vision of what medicine and science can become when they are guided by purpose- a Neuroscientist.
At Johns Hopkins: Research, innovation, and device development. I learned how to think bigger, work harder, and demand more from myself. Those years did not just train me, they transformed me- a biomedical engineer.
And over time, the work grew into something I could never have imagined when I first arrived in this country: more than 120 publications and over 130 oral presentations and posters.
But even then, something inside me had never changed.
I missed the hospital.
I missed patients.
I missed the operating room.
I missed the life I had always imagined for myself in medicine.
So I made another difficult decision, to return fully to clinical medicine.
That decision brought me to one of the most transformative chapters of my life: the University of Maryland Medical Center and Shock Trauma.
There, surgeons, residents, nurses, mentors, and teams who challenged me, believed in me, sharpened me, and reminded me every day why I chose this path. The intensity of trauma, the discipline of surgery, and the privilege of caring for patients brought me back to my center.
And through every chapter of this story, I was blessed with mentors who changed my life. People who opened doors for me when I could not yet see a way forward. People who corrected me, guided me, pushed me, and believed in me when the path was uncertain.
I am deeply grateful to my mentors
and to many others whose support I will carry with me forever.
Today, after all of that, I am honored beyond words to share that I have matched as a PGY-2 Neurosurgery resident at the University of Alabama at Birmingham, one of the premier neurosurgical programs, renowned for its extraordinary surgical volume, pioneering innovation, and a legacy of mentorship.
A dream come true: Published in the @NEJM as Senior & Corresponding Author!
This milestone belongs to my village: my family, my incredible mentors (Dr George) & leaders, and my friends.
This one is for you, Doctor Chacha, watching and celebrating from heaven. ๐ God is good ๐
Grateful for the chance to present posters at #SNOASCO2025! Huge thanks to my mentors Dr. Steven Chang & Dr. David Park for their incredible support. Honored to share our work with the neuro-oncology community.