I'm not on this app often like before due to overconsumption and distraction.
I just wanted to share that I'm scared of how the rest of the year (and my life) may turn out to be.
It seems I'm developing new triggers for my misophonia...and this time it may be the most costly..
I just felt a strong desire to put it out on here, I feel this is my most safe space to share since I don't have much of a following here and may feel less judged. I'm not even sure how I can tough through this and find my way against all the things beyond my control.
@ze_rusty That won't work for calls and texts. I know some have families that are still traditional in that sense. The best I do is turn off mobile data and place my phone in a different room. Turning off mobile data won't turn off all of the cellular data
Random post: I noticed I don't feel as much bodily fatigue or pain when out in the sun. For instance, when I worked retail, standing for hours causes my feet to ache or I just get tired of standing.
In the sun, I feel like I can stand/dance for hours w/o much issue.
@adele4na I like the opinion of having the balance of both as well. I want my partner to be heard as well as satisfied, greatly. Admittedly even when I may not receive it back in the same intensity
@adele4na Oh I see. If we're talking more than platonic companionship, then I can agree with wanting 2 more. Sometimes people are better through action than words, I'm like that sometimes.
@adele4na Truthfully, I was leaning on 2...however after giving some thought, I choose 1. Maybe my partner has great sex, but what about their personality? Their character? Will the sex be fruitful between us based on all that? Personality and character go a long way.
@adele4na I feel like this is the modern expectation from those that came before us. The blueprint of "get a valuable degree and make it work". Life doesn't work that way. There are those that got degrees in one thing, but ended up leading a different (and perhaps more fulfilling) path