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self deprecating to cope with dissociation and anxiety. also, sex. don’t try to fix me. BLM. she/they @alloalouette+

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one way or another I will disappoint you

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@SwearingsCaring Never in my wildest future imaginings did I think I’d see Stephen king coming out as full blooded evangelical, quoting scripture to absolve abuse. Huh.

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lol not me reading this and laughing at myself from 2 years ago who had no idea this late night thread was just ocd

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If I could turn back time knowing what i know now, my life would be very different. There’s a certain kind of grief in that. I can’t undo decades of decisions or recuperate decades of time. It’s just done and gone and there’s only now.

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@Mtheloveofart That’s so incredibly violating. I’m so sorry

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@eofallthings Uugghh 😩😩

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feeling pretty ok with myself for about 18 hrs and then feeling like a fucking moron for the next couple days, ad nauseam

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@SwearingsCaring

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why tho

like are you arguing with me or trying to save me

either way, my work is done here

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@SwearingsCaring He’s either trying really hard to provoke me to engage, or has forgotten he has engaged already 😄🤷‍♀️

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@joyfulsojournr Andy as George Michael tho 😍😍😍

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@joyfulsojournr Also

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I will never understand people who are not demisexual or sapiosexual

Like a single image from a bad angle can immediately diminish already-felt attraction—who could ever maintain your interest or compete with a billion filtered, fillered, angled, lighted images you shallow fucks

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@joyfulsojournr 😳🥺😵‍💫

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@DeadRedRosesss @ADocetist

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@Carmel_Guy_ @WDziados @DrakeGatsby Harmonica solo

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@AuthorConfusion I love this brief analysis 🖤

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@ADocetist So true. It’s sucks that none of it feels like glasses (understanding it’s a metaphor), until the feeling changes

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@AfricanPolymath Thank you 🫂🖤

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not my stepmom who told me I was the biggest source of stress that led to my dad dying of a heart attack on the day when I was 15yrs old sending me a msg saying she’s thinking of me

I’m fine, just numb. I don’t even know what to say and just blank out every time I try.

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@robpolivka 😔 yeah

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@lucid_crow That’s true. That’s a good point