@Jnanasrimitra Ashtavakra would say : what past are you trying to let go of, what past are you trying to hold on to?
The person and his memories, experiences are all within you, the infinite ocean of Existence, Conscioussness, Bliss.
@AgentChud because if it doesnt dip, it gives me gud feeling (psychological and emotional comfort) that my entry was generational.
If it rugs, i curse myself for aping too early coz i could have gotten more of the coins i desired.