carter 𓆑

24 ☆ #edtwt: dying pretty beats living long

[carter 𓆑 @fuzzfruits]

hi i’m carter .ᐟ
ᯓ★ not new to #edtwt

binge/purge central! ed diary + vent account

abt me: 24, non-binary black lesbian, any pronouns, 5’6/169cm

hw: 225lbs/102kg, cw: 200lbs/90kg, cgw: 170lbs/77kg

looking for moots who are 20+ and also have a high sw

[carter 𓆑 @fuzzfruits]

@bennybolder thankk you

[carter 𓆑 @fuzzfruits]

SINCE WHENENND WHAT DA FUCK

[carter 𓆑 @fuzzfruits]

Ive been weighing in around 183-184, 179 is gonna hit like crack I know it will

[carter 𓆑 @fuzzfruits]

I NEED to start working out to loose my stomach pouch and flabby arms but who has time or energy for that

[carter 𓆑 @fuzzfruits]

if it wasn’t for my fat fucking stomach and flat ass I’d have a normal build

[carter 𓆑 @fuzzfruits]

I’m overweight and not obese everyone clap

[carter 𓆑 @fuzzfruits]

binging and purging feels so gross and awful I really have to kick it

[carter 𓆑 @fuzzfruits]

waste of forty bucks that I’m about to purge up #yum

[carter 𓆑 @fuzzfruits]

@surviay @noellesdiaryy that depends on the store lmfao

[carter 𓆑 @fuzzfruits]

@noellesdiaryy if you like spice I also recommend kiss burns! they’re made of gluten (similar to seitan but with a drier texture) higher cals than the konjac shuang, around 40-50 per packet

[carter 𓆑 @fuzzfruits]

@noellesdiaryy theyre little chewy strips made of konjac (the stuff that zero cal noodles are made of) that come in different flavours of spicy marinades! imo the texture is So Much better than those zero cal noodles

[carter 𓆑 @fuzzfruits]

@buttonsized ppl who’ve never been a higher weight have no idea the accomplishment that can be. my lw is around 170 and back then was the only time I felt like a real, normal sized person.

[carter 𓆑 @fuzzfruits]

I wanna get food tn so bad esp since my moms gone for the weekend but really I should be fasting. I’m so close to 180. if I was serious about making it to 170 by halloween (probably 175 at the best let’s me real here) then I’d fast. I need to fast

[carter 𓆑 @fuzzfruits]

@astroniccc fahrenheit is so fucking scary omg 😭

[𐂯 ellis @sunnedstrved]

dinner tonight

0carbs 0fat 100protein
1 calorie

[carter 𓆑 @fuzzfruits]

it’s all okay I can fast all weekend 💆🏽

[carter 𓆑 @fuzzfruits]

ate lunch at work already but the girl I’m dating wants to get dinner tonight nooooo

[an average poster @anaverageposter]

I hate going to a farmer's market and it's actually a crafts market I don't want to buy little trinkets, I want fresh fruit

[carter 𓆑 @fuzzfruits]

@smt5621lol unironically this photo has saved me many, many times