He is with us always. Abnegate the desire of being chosen and pay attention to the ways in which you already have. This is the easiest way of practicing gratitude.
No human will grant this type of treatment without conditions or limitations. This is a divine love: love between a master and their slave. We want tangible evidence of this manifested through a human being. But in retrospect this is exactly Who Allah is for us. Look no further.
there is unfortunately a part of me that wants to be in some awful situation where, for once, i do not have to figure out how to save myself. i want someone to rescue me and be so protective and angry on my behalf that there is absolutely no question in my mind how much they care