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i have severe autism and ocd and I use them to make everyone uncomfortable on purpose

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@nealjclark1 my father is an out-and-proud “polyamorous kinkster” and my mother is so addicted to opioids that she has depended on methadone to stay out of jail for more than 3 weeks at a time since I was 10 years old.

No, actually, it is their fault.

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@justalexoki This is the second post to come up in my feed as a 20-something year old who was just told they have chronic myeloid leukemia yesterday

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@AlexEdelman My family’s name was changed because my X-great-grandfather John Buckle, whose only record is the army thanking him for killing so many Indians for free, probably made a pun calling himself Bu-kill and it got written down on the sum they paid to his illiterate widow

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@catpoopburglar @Squattocrat i was one point away from getting a perfect score on the English/vocab portion of the SAT and I haven’t been able to get above 91st after taking it thrice

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@zofidoggy @MsShadowLovely Thank u for assuming these are intrusive thoughts but that would require these thoughts didn’t align with my values. I actually want to call my boss a bitch and hit people so so so badly that I struggle to control it without medication.

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@MsShadowLovely I have both ADHD and OCD. These aren’t intrusive thoughts, those have to be ego dystonic. Thus is my impulse control being so poor that I struggle to stop myself from doing knee jerk reactions (things i actually want to do until I consider the consequences)

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@_cream_gravy I was so socially averse that I couldn’t even speak to people online. my husband dm’d me for 4 years until I accidentally opened the message thread during a good self-esteem day. He immediately drove 9 hours and proposed to me before I got scared & ran off again

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@MsShadowLovely The only thing I like doing is the first thought that comes to my head in any given situation. which is really unfortunate because I have the humor of an “EPIC guys getting hit in the nuts montage” from 2011 and sometimes driving recklessly

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@MsShadowLovely you guys have a different adhd than me. I have that sensation but for things like “call your boss a bitch to her face” or “zone out while driving and hit a guardrail” or “hit this dude in the face because it would be moderately amusing for 10 seconds” or

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@sleepjeans If no one uses Novocain, then they’re probably trying to communicate “lidocaine (or perhaps also benzocaine. maybe bupivicaine. didn’t work very well for me the last time I was at the dentist.”

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@WeldinMF FUCK MY COKE

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@irlbmi2 well the idea isn’t to actually be hygienic. it’s to sit in the water with a nice bath bomb or use a new product that makes your face feel nice. if you’re just in there scrubbing like usual, it’s not really self-care

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@AcerSaccharum3 I just had a hospital birth where they threatened CPS, forced me to speak to a crisis worker, and berated me at 9cm (9!!!) for insisting I take the monitors (which weren’t tracing) off and give birth and position in a position other than my back. Traumatic for no reason at all

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@EedenEnne love the spectrum of ocd responding to this image because I developed OCD from a therapist encouraging me to use self-administered mind tricks to stop myself from freaking out.

if you’re prone, there’s a thin, thin line where any thought, good or bad, somehow leads to obsession

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@Abomination81 In 2024, someone called my ex-fiancée sounding like a younger version of me, claiming I was in jail and needed a large sum of cash for bail. It sounded a lot like the voice from a video I had posted to a public instagram account that I got locked out of during our relationship

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@parissrevenge 25% a toss-up between other drugs, severe sleep deprivation, severe hearing loss, or a condition you’d already be aware you have (epilepsy, etc).

But knowing it’s not real and being able to contemplate the seriousness of it basically rules psychosis or psychiatric illness

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@parissrevenge hallucinosis is stereotypically seen as a drinker’s disease. The medical threshold for high-risk drinking behavior is a lot lower than you think. There are some more uncommon things that could cause it (epilepsy, Parkinson’s, tumors) but it’s normally 75% alcohol 1/2

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@vapejuiceyummy @vvelvetqt how to get shot for acting like a cop

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@mayssdiaryy not that it changes much but half of her appearance is just her bone structure. Pre-ED she still had bones showing + a disproportionately large jaw that makes her body look gaunt by comparison. she would look severely underweight even with mild restriction