loving is always a confrontation of your own wounds. there is no helping orpheus, and for that reason, between garam and heejae, who have a fierce need to see to their own wounds, to tend to it, in order for healing to clarify for themselves, there is no eurydice between them.
idk maybe i am too Heejae pilled but i really don't share the thoughts or fears that he just carried on like nothing happened, found another student or just fucks around.
i think he was/is miserable as well and just retreated into loneliness in his way, barely talks anymore +
i have nothing intelligent to say about the latest heejae sighting but the sadness in his downward gaze is truly delicious for everyone with a hunger for love in their hearts
after working on my master thesis last year took away all of my joy for text based media, i'm slowly returning to my book loving roots. so let's be friends over there!! https://t.co/XCiG8mCkl4
i'm genuinely proud of my academic work but i've worked myself into the ground so much in the last year of my degree that i'm still recovering from it. it killed my love for most of my hobbies, let me forget what actual happiness feels like and instead gave me dopamine addiction
after working on my master thesis last year took away all of my joy for text based media, i'm slowly returning to my book loving roots. so let's be friends over there!! https://t.co/XCiG8mCkl4
did i hallucinate that scene that shows heejae and garam sitting on a park bench, laughing about something (a dog????) and garam thinking how heejae's laughter and happiness relies on him because i feel like i've only seen it during my first read???