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[Bodie @bodie9210472856]

The cancerous lung killing weed carts class action settlement will be my 401k

[𝓚𝓻𝓲𝓼 ✦ @Kristosavage2]

in a world full of parties and drugs u will find me at home on drugs

[Riv | when is kanamizu lotus eater @indigocutlery]

the problem with being falsely convinced that everyone secretly hates you is that you start acting desperate to be liked by them and going through extreme self-loathing and then they get annoyed by it and start ACTUALLY secretly hating you. self fulfilling prophecy

[arrow ⋰˚☆ @7OHXOX]

i spend my time in my head convincing myself everyone is the plotting against me and that no one actually cares abt me and then wonder why people eventually feel the need to distance themselves from me. i too would be exhausted worrying abt someone who’s convinced you don’t care.

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@scarecrowoho yay congrats bc that shit is hard!

[˚₊‧꒰ა a n t h k n y ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ @dqrlinglucina]

i think its funny when people say “no one thinks about you as much as u think they do” to socially anxious people bc you spend literally 10 minutes online or with anyone at all and its just people proving that exact sentiment wrong

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@tickedofflymie @PorterJrBurner @susylicious2023 yes this!^^

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@ShegunTweets one of the best netflix series

[anna !!! :)) 🇵🇸🌸✨🌸🇵🇸 @frogs4girls]

“oh i don’t have a twitter i just use insta” oh? you don’t want to be on twitter? don’t want to get down in the mud with the rest of us? just want to sit back and enjoy the screenshots of our labor? marx warned about people like you

[river moon @kissmeriver]

need some lengua tacos rn !!!

[anna !!! :)) 🇵🇸🌸✨🌸🇵🇸 @frogs4girls]

yes. if you weren’t born there it’s too late.

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i have been informed that i am the fucking problem but who’s surprised

[bojack bot @bojackbott]

I am this 🤏 close to falling off the deep end. I know I’m smiling right now, but the light inside me is dying!

[kris / snicker || chill fellas more like. dead fel @snickerolli]

i like how in the mindscape jax basically just gave pomni a slideshow of her memories titled 'why i suck and why you shouldnt love me' and pomni went 'ok but what if i loved you anyways' and jax is like 'well fuck i already killed myself what do we do now'

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@ECOV1XEN i’m all for people labeling themselves whatever they feel is best, but this is just plain denial.

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@YveeSF @Camsiyonna1 ik that’s actually the funny part about it 😭

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and yes ofc i know it’s not her fault that i reacted that way but it also hurts bc it feels like she doesn’t care or maybe she even did it on purpose to trigger me but it could also be the disorder so who knows

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i genuinely see myself attempting sometime this august. but also i rly shouldn’t bc i have school and i can’t keep doing this. but it’s not like im saying this bc it’s in my control. i just have a gut feeling and when that feeling is felt it always comes true

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i actually do hope we’ll be back together in the future. but more mature and not mentally ill adult with the emotions of a toddler and other mentally ill adult who is also trying to keep it together. which tbh sometimes can be either or.

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i guess what makes the break up not that painful is that i’m not breaking up with her bc i don’t want her in my life. in fact i feel way less pressure not being a couple. no more guilt for being too depressed to be there for her. no more her becoming overwhelmed with anxiety

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bc of me which then also made me feel worse and made me pull away more and the cycle continues