@Drug_Researcher With psilocybin. It went well for a few minutes, visuals coming in strong, and then one being appeared out of the geometry, told me "there is no teaching today" and the trip vanished in a few seconds. Serious vomiting and uncontrollable shaking came after. Hot shower helped.
@hydrocephology @alieninsect Nothing else to learn? For me it always seemed that the opportunity for learning was endless. After my lockout experience, everything was almost the same as before. The only side effect is maybe, I haven't had any "nice&dandy" trips since then, only "challenging" ones.
@RCarhartHarris@Drug_Researcher I had this experience while on 3 dried grams of albino penis envy, and it did not feel like it was a bouncer. More like the janitor of the school, who did not let me in, because I wanted to go there on saturday morning :D
@VisionSymmetric Yes, it was a burden of my childhood... I needed to develop a sort of empathy towards the other side. Then I consciously slowed myself down, found more proper words, sentences before I even opened my mouth. Also, surrounding myself with people with "faster brains" helped a lot.
@bryan_johnson As McKenna said it brilliantly, the Mushroom is very kind to beginners.
I'd wait until the third experience(at least) before minding about "strong" conclusions. Until then, keep up sharing these thoughts, it might turn out very valuable for the future :)
@TheProjectUnity Once I was traveling to Slovakia, and on the Budapest bus station I was reading one of his books. Then an elderly man stepped to me laughing, that he was there a couple of times in Esalen when Terence gave his talks, and he shared a couple of memories of him with me. Small world
@TelepathyTapes First heroic dose of psilocybin containing mushrooms. My thanatophobia dissappeared the next day. I got a really really sure and straightforward message, also I "was able to live through" the expereience of what it is like to be dying. There is no need to worry about that anymore